Hello kaju mam
If you can, put on your headphones.
This little bear is me, feed me a donut and I’ll show you everything I’ve been holding back.
My dearest kaju katla,
The night after our year end party I could not sleep well, I remember thinking about you. All throughout the way back home, all throughout the night literally and even the next day, I kept replaying it all in my head. Puch rahi thi ki mai kaisi lagri hun, and I just said "beautiful". Simple sa ek shabd, but uske peeche jo jazbaat the, wo shayad mai uss waqt bayaan nahi kar paya tha, toh socha ki chalo jara aache se batate hai kaisi lagri thi aap.
That evening stayed with me longer than I expected, in ways I didn’t fully understand then. All thanks to you, truly the prettiest girl I would have ever seen till date. I just couldnt help but keep following you wherever you went as if a string was tied from my heart to yours, pulling me closer to you with every step you took. I just couldnt get enough of seeing you, listeining to you, watching you smile. As we got on the dance floor, everyone seemed to have got engrossed in the music and the vibe while all I was engrossed in was you, maybe you would have noticed that. Your heels, your dress,your ever so beautiful hair everything seemed like exactly perfect. The day staeted with you saying you may not come tonight, hearing that my world lieterally came crashing down, but when you did show up, it felt like as I usually say "Not a bad day!"
When you asked if you looked beautiful, I realized I had more to say than a single word and I suppose we leave each other speachless on various occasions. And for that thirty odd minutes before you came when everyone was munching on the starters, I was just sitting waiting so eagerley for you to arrive that I dont even felt like eating or drinking anything. Something which started accidentally last year where we happen to spend the whole evening together during sasmatazz to this time where nothing else matterted except you in the whole event, well kisne socha tha ki aise sab hoga. You have this magical ability to make everything around you beautiful I mean you even make the vscode window tolerable at 3 am, and I guess that is what makes you so special.
During the end of the party, when we were done with the dance and the food, when we spent some time just sitting together listening to the music, I was so much lost in you that like I was making silly mistakes in even opening a simple door. Just being close to you felt like the bestest thing in the world, and I found myself wishing that moment could last forever. Just as you were leaving and I did see you leaving felt like bhaag ke aake aapka haath pakadu aur aapko jaane hee na du. As you left, I kept looking at you until you were out of sight, hoping to fetch that image of you in my mind forever, while on my way home I realized that we forgot to click a picture together, Omcar bole are mujhe bol deta mai click karta ek aachi picture, I didnt regret it much like I had with me in my mind nothing short of a magical night with this gorgeous girl. Like a forever kind of picture in my mind.
You may think yeh sab kyu kara, directly message kar deta. Its all your mistake, aap hee itni pasand aayi mujhe ki you motivated me take little efforts for you. Maybe the most unromatic line someone would have said to you but ya few of my love langugaes are HTML, CSS and Javascript and Mujhe bhi abhi hee pata chala. This site would be on internet forever, Aapko jabhi bhi laage the world is being harsh on you, come here and read this letter, watch these videos and remember how special you are. You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen, inside out. A small token of love from pinkey to kaju.
Aapko kya lagta hai, yeh sab hum kar rahe hai?
Humari kahani likhi hui hai
Yeh duniya kya, yeh duniya ke log kya, hum khud bhi usse nahi badal sakte